.Wednesday, June 4, 2008 ' 12:43 AM Y
It's been some time I have been posting my thoughts. Going 2 Malaysia n hav a gd chat wif my aunts, is actually quite a nice ting...haha. Cos it had been a long time I had chat wif them. Tt is mainly because my msn gt problem n cnt use n tt they r in Malaysia, so cnt keep on chatting wif them.
Aft watching 命中注定我爱你, i hav a lot of thoughts. I tink I'm a bit somehow like 陈欣怡 which is acted by 陈乔恩. She is actually juz like a 便利贴. 她就像是位容易被他人遗忘的人. 我觉得自己也还挺像她的, 是位容易被他人遗忘的. 虽然我每次都好像嬉皮笑脸的, 可我其实都是伪装的. 因为我不想让人知道我不开心的时候, 所以我觉得装开心是最好的方法...很可笑吧! 你知道吗今年老师叫我们自己组成四到五人一组时, 我就知道自己一定会是一个人的. 果然不出我所料, 真的是剩下我一个人. 虽然最后有了自己的组, 但我知道他们都不喜欢我. 当时的我真的好想哭, 可我却得当作什么事情都没发生, 潇潇洒洒的. 我好希望自己不会再是一个人, 可是好像很不可能发生. 我希望自己能有很多好朋友, 而不是因觉得自己没人陪才想到我, 过后就把我当透明的. 你们知道吗, 我很害怕被人抛弃,而只有利用我的意思.
Watsoever, I will try 2 forget all these n try 2 be happy. Cos I oso wan 2 let few of my friends around me 2 be happy. I noe writing all these is very funny n I tink all of u will surely laugh at me. Besides tt, ppl oso say I'm ugly n nt like a lady. I oso hav 2 keep on acting as though I dun care...really a bit hard leh. Bt I will try 2 take it as nothing happpen...jia you stephanie...nothing can make u unhappy de!!! jia you ou!!!
