.Friday, August 22, 2008 ' 5:25 AM Y
2dae is the pop ting. N it's the sec3s' turn 2 conduct the footdrills 4 the cadets. It was kinda stress I would say. Feeling quite upset as MS show me tt proud face, cos I'm posted 2 one of the lowest rank, while she's the vice chairman. I was feeling rather sad as I tot tt friends shuld nt do dis 2 each other. I found tt she was rather proud n tot tt she had owned the whole world. I oso tot tt they shuld nt scold the sec 1 guys 4 coming late. Cos whenever they were late last time, u all oso nvr scold them. So they might tink tt whether they r late or nt, we will oso nt mind. Bt 2dae some ppl whom i dun wan 2 repeat their names agn, went 2 scold them. They had their hmt, so they maybe late by a bit n u all shuld tel them nicely n nt str8 away scold them. Can u imagine tt we had only juz stepped up, n u guys start 2 scold the cadets. Do u tink they will like u n cooperate wif us 4 the next 1 yr. They may juz rebel us, juz like wat we had done when our ncos' were rather mean. I really hope tt u guys can dun abuse yr own power. I oso sincerly hope tt all our cadets could cooperate n listen 2 us. As long as all of us united as one, we would surely be able 2 achieve wat we want!! N yah i was posted 2 be the welfare. So let me be the one 2 take care of u all...haha. Hope tt I can be a real gd, caring person. Afterall, I would like 2 say tt i felt very touched aft Joey told me tt PG may be inviting me 2 her b'dae...haha. Really hope tt we could have a fun time there wif all my gd friends. All I could say abt them is tt they could somehow make me feel happy n able 2 release my stress. N yah they r some sort of jokers I would say. Juz luv 2 be wif them...haha. Afterall, quite happy wif 2dae. Esp when I taking bus back home wif Joey. Abt the walkie talkie ting...I tink I would had rather die than using tt ting...haha. I conclude tt it was a tough day 4 me too, cos I taking mt wif the sec4. Really hope tt I could get gd results, scoring A1 for it...haha.
.Friday, August 8, 2008 ' 4:31 AM Y
Reach sch late lor...lol. I nid chiong 2 change my uniform bt make it on time 2 get myself prepared 4 the parade 4 my sch opening ceremony. I haven had my breakfast so i damm hungry lor. However gt sweets 2 let me get sufficient glucose...haha. During parade, I was like nt feeling very well. Bt I muz hold till the very end...cos I'm standing in the middle. If I faint, I tink would be very paiseh lor. B4 going 4 the parade, I saw my face on the wall. It was like very embarrassing as I was like in the middle n most of my cadets saw it. 4 the parade, I was too anxious 4 it 2 complete. So when the minister had gone, the sir shouted a command n without hearing it carefully, I nearly turned 2 my left instead. I tink most ppl around me saw the mistake I had made. Aft the parade, we had some phototaking. Take quite a few photos wif almost everyone. The sec 4 gonna step down. I tink it's quite a sad ting, bt we hav 2 face it...haiii. So take pictures wif a few maam, like shahirah n lynn. Haha...I felt tt I suddenly become a bit zi lain lor...lol. 4 our breakfast, we tot we gonna hav some nice food like buffet, bt in the end, it was juz a pkt of bee hoon n fishball. It is nt wat we actually wanted. Aft food, play game wif Joey n hear jokes frm the sec 1 guys. They really very funny n cute lor. Make me laugh non-stop...haha. Went back home tt time nid go grandma hse eat. Then when i went home abt 3h later, I met sth unpleasant. I began 2 hate someone. Someone who I doted last time, bt now of cos nt. My heart really hurts, as though thousand of swords piercing thru me. It really hurts me alot. I tot u would protect me, juz like I did 2 u. Bt u did nt. U really make me lost hop in u. Tt is really all I can say 2 u. I HATE U. Haii...blogging abt my happy n unhappy times n yah..I found some way of making myself cool down by blogging. N tks Mui Shan 4 listening 2 me juz now when I was feeling low. Love u..muak. Haha...juz kidding only, lol.
.Friday, August 1, 2008 ' 7:13 AM Y
Training 4 2dae was nt fun at all. Juz go there then only help a sec2 cadet tel S _ _ _ _ 4 another glove cos the cadet somehow spoil the button. I ask S _ _ _ _ then she ask me go take pin...I only ask her wat pin cos I dunno where she put mah...then she say let tt oso dunno wan her slap my face or nt. I hear le damm angry lor...feel like scolding her back. She dunno why nowadays so attitude. She tot she vice-chair so wat. How I wish she can dun come 4 training 1 time. Moreover, she oso purposely ask me n Joey 2 fall in so as 2 hear her insult our shoes n beret. Lucky Heather come 2 help us...haha. Though Heather is the chairman, she oso nvr like S _ _ _ _ so attitude. Heather 2dae oso damm funny de lor...juz can't stop laughing at times. Parade tt time I damm feel like puking de lor...lucky I nvr puke at Lynn or else very paiseh leh...lol. I tink I nvr hav lunch then gastric nt feeling well so feel like puking bah. See I so ke lian hor...haha. Then last round of parade Heather wan us 2 hav tt type of "buisong" face, then I kept laughing then she ask me laugh 4 wat...haha. After rounds of parade, we gt milk tea as our drink. Nt bad leh...haha. Hope every training can oso hav drinks. Bt 2dae go back so late, a bit scared leh...haha u noe why de lar. Btw...Heather 2dae damm funny de lor...n I really begin 2 hate S _ _ _ _ lor...she really very attitude leh. I tink Heather, Lynn n Shahirah better than her by 100x lor. Btw, tmr I surely very tired lor. Cos 7am nid reach tamp inter mac there do project. Then 8am practise role play 4 cip. 3.30pm then can go off. Aft tt, nid quickly go change home clothes cos nid go Lavender wif Joey 2 buy nametags. Later stil nid rush 2 attend my cousin's b'dae. It's like whole day all 4 rushing here n there n hardly any play lor. Haiii..no choice lar. Hope tt sunday I can hav a gd rest...lol.
